We all have our personal bugaboos or sqwick factors. It's just the nature of being readers and writers. There are certain professions I won't let my hero and heroines have because I find them rather sleazy, and I don't want sleazy main characters (for villains, everything's a go). There are certain sexual situations you'll never find my characters engaged in either because I don't see the point when I read it in other books. (Please notice I am not mentioning the ones I avoid, as I will be the first to congratulate someone who writes and sells these same things I find aren't for me.)
However - NEVER SAY NEVER!!!
Please reread the following paragraph substituting the word "never" for the phrase "most likely not." - That gives a bit more latitude creatively.
Which brings me to today's topic.
Over the past few months, I've gotten some pretty darn good ideas featuring some of the situations that were formerly on my squwick list. Though somewhat tempered to work within my personal comfort zone - or at least to make the situations more palatable to me - I have still seen a way to push my writing boundaries a little further out. This is really quite the step for me.
It wasn't so long ago I struggled with a red face and shaky hands while I wrote my first full-on erotic romance. Sometimes just getting the words on the page required several cups of chamomile tea and a bevy of cold showers. I was a mess. But I got it completed, submitted to a pub, and sold on the first go. That was a very important lesson for me. One that validated for me that moving away from our writing comfort zones can sometimes produce very good results. It also helped to push my writing in a new direction.
I never want to be a stagnant writer. To keep pumping out the same kinds of books over and over. I want to grow and change and find new creative avenues for my ideas. I want to blend genres and create my own sub-sub-genre that becomes the next big thing. But to accomplish that, I have to get over the hang-ups....somewhat. Hey, I said I wanted to push my own comfort zone, not totally obliterate it.
Conversely, I've also started targeting specific category romance lines. Talk about having to learn to color within the lines. Being someone who has always written her books the way I've wanted to, I'm finding it a very stimulating challenge to have to write according to someone else's rules. It's an odd combination, to push out in some areas, while pulling back in others.
So, if you were to plot my current wips on a graph - they would look like - a donut.
-Kat
5 comments:
Excellent post, Kat! You make some really wonderful points and I pride myself on being one of those people that has pushed your "squick" boundaries. Now, which direction I pushed them remains to be seen...
You'll be great at whatever you write, because you're just that good.
See I've had this same experience recently with YA and fantasy. Neither is a comfort zone for and neither is something I thought I would enjoy. But doing both together has taught me that not only do I enjoy it, I thrive on it. Spreading our wings a little is the only way to fly. But yeah, it isn't always easy, is it. Nice blog.
Kat,
These are all very valid points and ones I take to heart. I find my best work tends to come about when I push my own boundaries. It can be more emotional to touch upon something you normally wouldn't and that emotion can infuse your writing. That's the best kind of writing, if you ask me!
Sandy :-)
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It's exciting and fills you with fear to push your writing.
I know I was biting my nails at my very first menage scene. I had no clue how to choreograph my characters, where arms, legs...and other parts went. ;) Yet, it ended up being a lot of fun *grin*
Without the knot in my gut and forcing my brain to think in new ways, I'd get bored....and that would leech into my characters. And this week I'm planning to write something I haven't before. It'll fun :D
I agree about pushing your boundaries--not just as far as sex scenes go, but also in terms of craft issues, like trying a first person when you've only ever used third person before. A friend of mine has a new craft goal for each book, and I think I'd like to try that, too.
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